they say write about what you know in your heart is true and it has been a constant battle of blurs and clarity and genuine smiles laced with terrible intentions and boys who say "hold my hand" and little girls who run away i cant keep up with my head sometimes and most times i feel like jello i cant tell the difference between dreams and reality not when everything happens so quick i just cannot contain myself

I had to stop myself from watching that show because all his similarities to one of the characters stopped being funny and started to feel like daggers thrown straight to my lungs, sinking them down to my guts, reminding me of things i've lost and never taught myself how to let go.